Monday, 23 October 2017

आंटी तू कहाँ चली गई

अभी तो स्कूल में तुझसे मिला था।
ऐसे, बिन बताए यूँ कहा चली गई।।
हज़ारो  की  आँखों  को नम करके,
इस  तरह  आंटी  तू कहाँ चले गई।।

बचपन में पैंट हमारी
गीली पीली होती तो
तू चुपचाप पैंट बदलती थी।
छिदी फटी पैंट को भी
चुटकी मे सिल देती थी।।
मगर आज तेरे लिए
साड़ी खरीदने की उम्र हुई तो
आंटी तू कहाँ चली गई।।

ग्राउंड में घुटना हमारा
छिल जाता था।
और तू उसपर मरहम
लगा देती थी।।
आज दर्द दिल में है
आंटी, तू कहाँ चली गई।।

जब टिफ़िन घर पे
भूल जाता था।
तू टिफ़िन भी खिला
दिया करती थी।।
अब तुझे बाहर खिलाने
की बारी आई तो
आंटी तू कहाँ चली गई।।

टीचर्स डे पे हमारे लिए
लावणी तू करती थी।
हँसते-हँसते तालियाँ
बजाया करते थे।
मगर आज हम तेरे संग
नाचना चाहते है तो
आंटी तू कहाँ चले गई।।

तू हमारी यादों में
हमेशा से ही बसी हुई है।
हर बच्चे को नाम से
तू पहचान लिया करती थी।।
मगर आज जब हमारी
पहचान बनाने की बारी आयी
तो आंटी तू कहाँ चली गई।।

बचपन मे आंसू हमारे बहते थे।
तू उनको पोछ दिया करती थी।।
अभी भी मगर आंसू बह रहे है
और आंटी तू कहाँ चले गई।।

Tuesday, 14 February 2017

A Lone Valentine


This is for the lone Valentine 

The Lone Valentine who celebrates this Valentine with grief, sorrow and regret
The lone Valentine spending this Valentine’s Day with peace, party and a higher purpose

They are alone, without a partner, but they’re never lonely, for they have something beyond WHAT they want to be! For those who have been in love and for those who love just the idea of being in love.

You are the lone Valentine who loves the adventure of love and have lost yourself in the process. You are the Valentine who is in the quest of finding yourself in a journey only you’re to take. You are the lone Valentine who aches to be someone who is no longer what they wanted to be. You are the lone valentine who is lonely but never alone. You are the lone valentine who has risen beyond romantic songs and cheesy dialogues.

You are a lone valentine who is breaking the shackles of the past, you are the lone Valentine who cleanses a heart polluted with sadness and sorrow. You are a lone valentine trying to let go of the anger and vengeance of a betrayer. You are a lone Valentine who is dating his ambitions and dreams. You are a lone Valentine spending this day with your parents far off in your hometown. You are a lone Valentine if you are moving on from an abusive partnership. You are a lone Valentine focusing on yourself after neglecting yourselves for years. You are the lone valentine who cherishes the dreams of your comrades fallen in the battle. You are a lone valentine if you are grieving the loss of your beloved.

A lone valentine is never at peace until it accepts its true self. A lone valentine endures the pain and lives on to walk forward. A lone valentine might be scarred, but the scars are as much the part of life, as are the smiles. For a Lone valentine is not a victim, but a survivor. For some, Love is a source of strength, but for the lone Valentine, it will be the most crippling weakness that will keep holding them back. A Lone valentine is Something, someone unattached. A lone valentine will not be bargained or compromised. A Lone valentine who is unencumbered will not think of getting back with someone too soon.

A lone valentine who has nothing to lose and everything to gain. The lone valentine will no longer be betrayed, or taken advantage of again. The lone Valentine stops compromising.  A lone valentine who answers to themselves!! A lone valentine free from any  bond, commitment or promises and a Lone Valentine who will not be tied down now! A lone valentine may not have someone in flesh and blood with you, but the lone valentine will never be lonely


You are the Lone Valentine!

Monday, 16 January 2017

Aish: A Story Retold!


Tall “large: and a spectacled girl,
With the sparking eyes and smile like a pearl;
With a farm face and a madness swirl,
In a meaningful chat, her nature unwhirls.
Smart and funny, that’s a bottomline
But there’s so much more behind a benign smile;
You’d start talking and as your interests’ twine,
You’d find her sparking in a vibrant sunshine.
A Girl next door, she’s a walking charm,
And try pissing her off, BAM! Smokin’ firearm;
She just loves her puns
Like the innocent nuns
Be that of talking toads or chicken runs
With her miserable friends, that’s her Idea of fun
She’d love anything that’s covered in wraps,
Even if it’s a paper sheer and a made up rap
In each gift she has her memory snap
If from a friend, she’d find a fortune in  a crap
Just try filling her world in glittering parts
I just forgot to mention, she loves Nicholas Sparks!
She just loves to read, in a bus or a park;
Every bit she reads, always make on her a mark
There’s just so much on the things she’d do or say
Everything she does is special in its way
Sunny or rainy, however the day,
That warm person, she’d always stay
Speaking of rains, there’s always a shower,
As if she’s a person thrown from the highest tower
Into the fields of excruciating scour
As the drop of blood on a thorny flower
Behind the warmth and revere there are scores of fear
The sadness and sorrows would fall and sear
Heart and soul in blood and tear
At times she’s stars, At times she’s moon
At times a warm April, or a Raining June
She sheds her tears as if they’re monsoon
In the ailing voice and a sadness croon
Heartbroken and deceived, the list is long,
Nevertheless, I know she’d stay forever strong.
She just loves her movies, especially rom coms
Action too, when there are cars and bombs
A classic romantic should be having her qualms
But she’s a twirling wind from a fierce storm
Ironic it is, the way she thinks,
The way the toughest of opponents will sync
She could be dying or murdering her feelings
She does that in the blink of a wink
Food is her love, and Brand is her fashion
An attitude of joy and that of passion
Her words are lyrics, her thoughts are songs
And somehow they melt away with chicken and prawns
She’s always someone accepting faith in conversations,
She’s someone beyond silly promises and persuasions.
Her love for her people couldn’t be measured in words
Her love is in wholes, not halves or thirds.
Of course there are times when fate takes a turn
The heart is in pain and the blood is spurn
Her fights end in forgiveness, not scars or burns
She will encourage you If you were down
She’d make you smile, even when you frown
She will make you laugh, when you’d want to cry
She’d make you happy when you wouldn’t even try!
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies
And all that’s best of dark n light
Meet in her aspect and her eyes
Thus mellowed to that, the tender lights
Which heaven to gratify, the day denies
There’s so much out there, that beyond the reason of mind or doubt
But there’s nothing stopping her from making the pout,
You’d read only words in the Instagram & Snapchat’s “about”
Boy there’s so much about her to figure all out
The silly girl keeps thinking there’s still a prince charming
With a blazing white horse and an armour shining
Girl believe me this may be just some pointless whining
But Hey! Never lose hope because every cloud has a silver lining…
We have been there for each other in desperate times
Yes, we’ve been through the worst and dealt with each other’s strife
The tears that have run down your face
And yet, “love” is all you truly embrace
You’ve always helped me out
You’d be there always, I know that without a doubt
And this is your birthday, your special time!
And all I can give you is this frustrating long rhyme
I was just writing, to let you know

I Love you a LOT, and I hope it shows!